Hello blog?!
Yes I've been away. Yes it's been too long. The good news? I've been staying on track even though I am having the freakout of a lifetime. Some minor setbacks sometimes (like eating 2 100 cal pks of pretzels and whatnot, but I have stopped after and made myself realize I have just squandered 4 points.. Bad Anini!)
I am finding it harder to stay within my daily points, and even struggling to stay within my flex points! I just want to eat all the time lately! But I've been doing well anyway.
Lost 2.2 last week, and it is hopefully going to be a successful week this week also...
I've been very sick with the flu and it's been draining all my energy for over a week now. I slept 14 hours straight today. School is coming to an end for me. Papers are popping up all around me. It's frightening because they just may be my last..
Exams ahead. Stress ahead. I haven't gotten into any schools for next year yet. It's a scary feeling to not know what you are doing next year. Sometimes I hate the University life, but I desperately want to teach... So I just keep telling myself that it WILL happen... I keep telling myself I will not have a binge because I am stressed..
Oh, and blog?
I have missed you..
See you Friday for the WI!
You can do it Anini! You are a strong capable woman, able to do anything you put your mind to. Power through your papers, and then do something to help alleviate your stress. Go for a walk. Get some fresh air. I know you are sick, but you should try at least 30 minutes of some form of activity. It will help clear your mind and let you feel like you have accomplished something good, and you *have*
ReplyDeleteBelieve in yourself. Tell yourself that you will not run to food for comfort. Call your mom or your BFF or whoever is closest to you and tell them how you are feeling at this EXACT moment. Tell them you are feeling like you need to eat. Tell them EVERYTHING. They will help you power through it.
You can beat this. You will beat this. Keep up the good work.